Pathetic January 26, 2012 blotted aT 08:37 PM maryl It’s sad that every time I see you, all I can ever think about is failure -my failure to catch your eyes, to make you fall and to put that smile on your face.  And it is not as if I have not been trying, it’s just that after everything that has happened, all you’ll ever have and all you’ll ever be is for her. Even when I am here, waiting for you to look my way, or any way, that will lead you to me. Currently listening to: The One that Got Away by Katy Perry drink here.