No Wait March 15, 2009 blotted aT 11:34 PM maryl   i am graduating soon and somehow before i leave the four walls of ateneo i would like to try make sense of what has happened for the past three and so-so years.   no wait. scratch all of that. because now all i ever want to talk about, think about is everything that has nothing to do with accountancy, the board exams and graduation. i want to live the life of the bum if only for a week or two. i want to be irresponsible, irrational and unpredictable. i want to be anything but who i was in high school and/or college because frankly i think im boring, plain and all the synonyms involved. i want to stop feeling so inadequte and lacking all the bloody time. i want to stop worry about tomorrow and how everything a month from now. i want to stop being so OC. i want to stop writing in english and start working on my filipino. i want to stop writing poems that rhyme. i want to learn how to spell correctly again. i want to regain my penchant for memorizing. i want to stop my habit of glancing at my phone every 5 minutes. i want to stop waiting for the one to come. i want to be religious. i want to remember acceptance, forgiveness and happiness. i want to stop being jaded. i want to go back to grade school and correct my mistake of not fighting for volleyball. i want to be independent. i want to be me but not really. because at the end of the day, all work and no play really does make one a dull boy (or girl... whatever)  but then after all of that, i'd go back to being me because as far back as i can remember, being plain jane hasnt isnt really as bad it may seem, on the contrary it was all that and more. I bet everything i own if anyone can tell me otherwise. two words: worth it ----- dk: has crummy look alike. chance had nothing to do with anything it was all because of the rattan ball, atfest and gray. gray: soon to be father ergo will forever be religious. his college years will never be equal to 7th yr. 7th yr: will never be understood because he is and will be such a freaky genius forever. mr.forever: to see you again will be something: applies only after May Currently listening to: Love Story by Taylor Swift drink here.