12 hours and counting February 26, 2009 blotted aT 09:01 PM maryl i've been texting someone lately and im thinking i should stop. i've been investing too much time thinking about him. and i feel pathetic enough as it is. you see, he was the one who texted first but the fact of the matter is, he would never had texted (or even realized that i existed) if my dear friend had not asked around for juicy tidbits(defined as: name, age, place of birth.. the foolish kind tidbits) about him. my friend even gave me his bloody number which i would never have the guts to text by the way. but surprise surprise, on the same day i realized that his name was the fusion of my ex-crushes, he texted me. apparently not knowing who i was, what i looked like or if i was a mass murderer ready to slaughter anyone who comes into sight. and so the pseudo kilig phase came then passed, then came again. but i as of present date ( i feel like a reporter now!) it would never become a cycle again after he saw me. not only does he not reply anymore but when he does text, they're quotes and most often than not they're group messages. but then when the usual rationality sets, the reasons pop up. maybe he doesnt have load, maybe he's busy with classes ( which my BFF Pat said was a usual symptom of being a med student) or maybe im just a huge fat ugly freak. anyway, rantings aside, i can never deny that he has a very nice smile, and good teeth! hehe.. the perfect crescent if i may say so myself. i wish i could get him to teach me that ( in your dreams che!) since my smile has always been lopsided(sp?).   ps: i've been staring at a computer for almost twelve hours now. i think am feeling eye strain and i am really sleepy. you think i should rest my eyes already? hehe.. i think so too. Currently listening to: Jai Ho by AR Rahman Currently watching: Get Smart 1 drank my thoughts.