Unscrupulous July 25, 2008 blotted aT 11:36 PM maryl i didnt get the usual warm fuzzy feeling when i saw him today. and i am terribly bothered. why? oh why?  am i sure a neurotic bitch? why cant i just be who i truly am with the masks and the pasaway na hiya. ick. i hate it so much i want to pass out! anyway, im dead tired. i havent been sleeping the right number of hours lately. hopefully after all these, i can be back to my old ways. all books and no sleep makes ryl a very very irritated girl. ps. unscrupulous is spelled thus. Currently listening to: You're so gay drink here.